July 10th-my birthday

Hi all!
Today I am 49 years old! ack! How the hell did that happen!?! I swear I didn't pay attention for a minute and then I look back and I'm this old!
One nice thing today was receiving my first "to my wife" card from my husband! It made me all teary eyed!
For the last 2 weeks I have stayed the same because I am just not doing the diet anymore. I am just so tired of it!
Maybe after this birthday celebration weekend is over, I can get back to being good and get into ketosis mode again and lose that last nine pounds. I know if I do, it'll probably come off fast as it'll be like week one again, I imagine.
I feel I am being a bad influence on my followers who are working the diet properly and I'm sorry of I am. I really just had enough of it all.
At least I have been staying the same and not gaining, so I am not being a total idiot.
Although I have not weighed myself in 3 days so I may be up a couple.I do tend to fluctuate quite a bit from day to day so I really try not to worry.
I haven't posted in ages because I don't want to keep writing about not doing the diet.
Ok, so don't do what I am doing folks! Try and be good!