Today was pretty good but I had some temptation!
I did ok, but not perfect!
I went to a friend's house and the moment she saw me, she said-you lost weight! I was thrilled someone who hasn't seen me in 2 weeks could see a difference. She is an artist and I think looks at things in great detail and said my face and stomach look thinner
She is Chinese and a very good cook. She had made some slices of eggplant layered with ground spicy pork and dredged in egg and flour and fried, she also wanted to make lo mein.
I explained the Ideal Protein diet to her and I brought my soup packet and shaker and a little tupperware of broccoli. She made us a salad of cucumbers and broccoli and red onion with a little olive oil.
She brought out the eggplant because she was going to eat that with the salad while I ate my soup and the salad. The eggplant smelled so good that after awhile I tried it. I only had 2 bites! I didn't even eat a whole slice! I was pretty proud of myself because will power is not my strong suit!
The only problem is I had the wine on the weekend so my body needs 3 days to get back into ketosis mode and did my damn 2 delicious bites mess that up?!...probably did, but damn, it was so good!
See?!? This is why I am fat! I don't know how to say no to food! She would not have been insulted if I said I just can't mess up the diet, so I can't even lie to myself and say I was just trying to be polite. I kept looking at that eggplant and it looked so good and it smelled so good...and I HAD TO KNOW if it tasted just as good!
I have to think of the white dress and the pictures and my goal to be a beautiful bride and not let myself forget it for even a moment!...MUST....STAY....STRONG!
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