Sunday

So, weigh-in is tomorrow and I am filled with trepidation. I am only a little over 11 lbs. down on my scale so it doesn't seem like I have lost even 1 lb. this past week. WTF? I have been pretty strict I think, no cheating. I haven't had a glass of wine all week. I had edamame and green beans as my 2 restricted veggies that are allowed.
I exercised 3 times this past week, as well.
I don't want to be disappointed tomorrow. Because that will mean I have only lost 11-12 pounds in a whole damn month! That is not nearly enough! I need to lose more faster because I need to have my dress altered. I did try it on yesterday with a girlfriend to figure out the bustle I want and the dress was big on me. I know what I have lost so far makes a difference but am looking for more of a difference.
I have to think that even if I lost another 12 in the next month, I would still be down 24 pounds in 2 months which is more than I ever lost with Weight Watchers. And I could lose more by May 29th but at some point I run the risk of having my wedding dress not fit me right. I will have to meet with the seamstress in a week or so and ask how long she really needs so maybe we can wait for the taking in and she could do the bustle and figure out of it's possible to change the neckline a little.It's very straight across and I would like more of a sweetheart shape.
Sorry if this is more about my wedding than Ideal Protein. I am getting sort of overwhelmed with wedding stuff and wedding decorations and weddingweddingwedding!
But it's pretty exciting,isn't it?